For anyone that knows me personally, they will probably tell you that I think too much about things that, in the end, don’t really matter but it’s not really something I can help for the simple fact that I love to think abstractly. The thoughts below will give you a small glimpse into this but do not read them with the mindset that these are things that I stick hard and fast to, besides those most personal like my statements on Amberly. They are simply brain-ticklers that have come into my head over time. Anyone who knows me also would probably also tell you that I’m a pretty “gray” guy that can think on both sides of the aisles. So, that being said, just read these in order to get to know more about me and how my brain works. Take it no further than that because I could probably argue the opposite of these things as well. If you want to do so, let me know.
I also have subsets of thoughts on religion and philosophy. I’m somewhat working on organizing all of that because those number many more and are more scattered than the type I’ve listed below. They may take another way of accessing like via iCloud, etc and if you’d rather not go through the trouble, it’s certainly not a problem. However, they’re here regardless.
As a person with a disability, if you’re not in charge, someone will be in charge for you. Furthermore, if they think you’re capable of taking charge but you don’t, they will become resentful and then possibly lash out in frustration. On the other hand, if too much charge is taken, it seems as though people become defensive and emotions could turn to aggravation and exasperation.
Do not give in to the femininity of instant gratification. Be disciplined for the running of the course as slow as it may seem
Take care of yourself as much as possible so that you will not put that responsibility on someone else in the future
Sermon of the cyclical trips to and from the garden (perfection) came as realization that Amberly, is, or is the love/romance part of my garden and my other relationships since her have been trips from that perfection that are trying to duplicate what she and I had. Could she not stay with me because if she did, I wouldn’t know what perfection really was because I would’ve never ventured from her? Furthermore, me coming back to her began near the occurrence of the 800(ish)-year anniversary of the North Star (Christmas star) occurrence…which signifies to me that a shift happened not only in the world but also in me to better alignment with ultimate destiny and true purpose
I keep saying men only need 3 things …food, sex, shelter. New revelation: Men need God and God comes first, and ultimately provides the other 3. If that isn’t realized, the subset of 3 will not come.
Perception of 2020 dating world: BLM, Liberal feminists, Partiers, Potheads, Married women looking to cheat or bring someone into their marriage, Women who have been too hurt by the past, Women with self-professed mental issues
It is still part of cancel culture if you patronize some businesses over others just because they happen to support your views as opposed to others
Everything is about rebellion. The country was founded on rebellion. We rebel against injustices. But, there are proper ways to do so
We all have different needs and desires. Even the things we share, we want them in different ways. This is where lies the rub. As detailed in THE TEMPLE BOMBING, groups (or tribes) are careful to support others because of the fear of losing identity. Is this necessarily bad?
We are no longer dangerous as men, Christians, Freemasons or people w disabilities. Also, when the need for effort isn’t present, these groups suffer
When the big picture looks tough, try to perceive small. When the small picture looks tough, perceive big
Who will employ me? VS. What do I want to do?
Things to help control eating: Movies, Learn a skill or try painting again, Day trips, Attend a local sports game, Take a class (Skillshare)
Fear of muddied relationships w friends possibly keeping me from doing extracurriculars even though I chalk it up to $ & other logistics
BLM v. African bishops voting against homosexual inclusion
Small, local farmers who exhibit pure capitalism catering to liberal population
Conservative paranoia v. Liberal pronoia
The difference in discrimination against people of color and people with disabilities contrasted with discrimination of people who are gay and/or identity issues is that color and disability do not carry with it a choice
NFL = NATIONAL Football League – treat each team like the US Gov treats states…each team can make their own laws as long as they don’t overreach the NFL. I also think this has conspiracy tones. The NFL was getting criticism for new rules for safety…not letting players play… and this could be a way of diverting attention from that. Also, Kaepernick was never good and he needed way of league attention
Bryan Ridarick
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